a para-celestial logic syndrome
This produces portals into worlds of wonder.
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Thanks for stopping by. I hope you enjoy the Café
cuisine and the opening tune.
If
the music is distracting or you want to watch the short video introduction,
then click on the little red button above (just below the 'contact'
link) to turn it off. Fair
warning.... you are entering yet another Twilight Zone.
You'll find many 'stories' here that relate
many experiences beyond imagination involving extraterrestrial,
metaphysical and spiritual events. They are based on direct experience,
not synthesized from the researched and regurgitated.
Here are some interviews, though.
I've done my best to present events as an objective reporter,
although I may fail at times. I explore possibilities across many logic
paths, some of them so simple you'll wonder why you had not considered
the view. Yet, it is not my job to convince you of anything. The
paradox, like truth - I don't care what you think and it matters what
you think.
Expectations are that you will question everything.
I still do, no matter the depth of direct experience. Anyone can
research and post information compiled by others, but few can add their
direct experience to the mix. I trust it is appreciated and maybe your
experience will expand, too.
In order for personal truth to unfold, one has to
be willing to put their life's experience to the test - the proverbial
chopping block if you will. In these times many are
searching their inner reserve, outer sources and personal experience to
find harmony and truth for themselves.
This website was crafted to share experiences
and information. I risk rebuke and ridicule, rejection and righteous
indignation but hope for
investigative openness. I am used to the feeling of being on the
fringe of brilliance and insanity; an anomalous experience among the
population.
My first contact came just after my 6th birthday in
the form of a voice that simply called out, "Hey You!" as I stood in
front of a window looking out over our front porch. The orange
cigar-shaped ships showed up a couple of years later.
Learning my sensitivities weren't as normal as I thought
gave me cause for repose, yet natural academic and athletic abilities
allowed me to enjoy growing up in a small town. An anomalous NDE in
college, complete
with a 'divine discussion,' set my course for a profoundly interesting
life. Dr. Abell's reflections were of a spiritual awakening, but why so
young?
Nearly 30 years later during a full moon in the
summer of 1988 and a transitional period of my life I asked, "Who am I?"
internally during a full-moon meditation. My answer came out of the
mouth of a friend sitting next to me... "You are Zendor." How am I
supposed to respond to that? How would you have responded?
A few months after 'Zendor' appeared, I was
investigating a channel as my duty for the New Age Alliance, a
early spiritual cooperative in Phoenix. Without prior conversation and
during his 'trance,' he asked me if I wanted
to know who my parents were and, after I affirmed the desire, told me they
were Ashtar and Athena. Huh? More information I'm not sure I
wanted, but apparently needed at that moment. I actually blocked the
answers and had to ask my 9 year-old daughter to tell me what he'd said. Damn...
I had no idea who Ashtar and Athena were at the time,
we'd been converts to the Mormon Church, married and sealed in the
Temple even, yet I
could not deny the resonance I felt deep inside at that moment. I wanted
to know the truth. My life was about to change in ways I never dreamed
possible. I've had enough wisdom to be critical of these experiences, but
I still cannot deny that these things happen and others validate them
regardless of what I think. It's enough to drive one deep into the man
cave, a recluse in the midst of the crowd sourcing of popular belief
systems.
Those 'parents'
I was told about turned out to be the focus of much speculation, written
material and
apparently folks 'channel' information about them regularly to this
day. Sometimes they even speak to me directly, a different vibe
altogether. My experience
and expression tend to unsettle those who pretend to be
'lightworkers' yet proliferate conspiracy theories. You see, I know
we have no
enemies from the stars. Humanity has plenty of enemies right here on
Earth.
Ben Hansen, host of Fact or Faked Television
Show, and Zendor at the 2011 International UFO Congress.
The UFO community has been a fringe crowd for decades,
yet thousands attend events regularly. It is more than
curiosity...
Now the common conversations are about investigating
consciousness instead of probing for material proof and
phenomena.
Questioning one's sanity is quite normal, yet when direct experience
provides an unyielding consistency, then maybe it is worth deeper
consideration. Just consider the possibilities that you are not alone,
or maybe you already know. Have you ever heard of the
Ashtar Command of the
Galactic Federation? Fantasy and science fiction broach reality with many
who've had contact, but the same seem unable to articulate a bridge between
worlds.
Speaking of bridges, this technique works wonders for personal inquiry.
The real voyage of discovery is not in seeking new
landscapes but having new eyes. The Ashtar Command and Galactic Federation
promote universal law and understanding of reality as ONE fabric with
many threads, like our indigenous planetary residents. There are
other indigenous residents that have the ability to interact with plants
without harming any of the cell structure. The increase of communication
reflects yet another attempt to unify humanity toward harmony with a
greater consciousness.
The binary disc decoded: "Beware of the bearer's of gifts and the broken promises.
Much pain but still time. Believe there is good out there. We oppose the
deceivers. The conduit is closing."
"In lak'ech," as the Mayans say, "I am another you."
The message is finally getting through. Still... painfully slow.
Below is a presentation (22 min) I gave at the
International Association for Near Death Studies annual conference in
Denver, Colorado on September 3, 2010. After 35 years of having every undesirable response you can
imagine, true to many now, people were listening.
Some folks like PMH Atwater were even nodding
their heads in acknowledgment of salient points. Introducing the Ashtar
Command to the crowd was probably a bit easier than in a purely clinical
environment.
All we really want is to know the Truth, or at least know the ways
to discern how to understand the innate bio-spiritual nature of humankind now.
I think we can agree that harmony among people and planet is the highest goal
for all. Yes? It appears that is also consistent with contactees'
awareness and the messages from all the 'visitors' known to date. How do we
connect all the dots for personal and planetary growth?
You'll find a lot of information thoughout these pages, spanning a
wide gamut of topics, all of them related to the crafting of a new world
order that is something we can all be proud of in our lifetimes. Many
years ago, Jose Arguelles wrote in my Prophets Conference Journal, "The
Galactic Federation looks forward to the New Time. Zen of the Clean
Waveform, Harmony of the One Mind." This website is as much a tribute to
his playfullness and wisdom as it is to the plethora of possibility.
The binary disc decoded: "Beware of the bearer's of gifts and the broken promises.
Much pain but still time. Believe there is good out there. We oppose the
deceivers. The conduit is closing." 
